Politicians, community, and religious leaders have failed to
recognize that chemical dependency is a disease that is running rampant
throughout the greater Hartford area. Community and religious leaders tend to
blame it on bad parenting, or the lack of morals and ethics. Politicians tend
to blame it on being dependent upon social services.
Many people don’t understand addiction in relation to illness;
they can get a basic understanding of chemical dependency through reading
recovery literature or listening to those who are addicted or recovering from
drugs. It doesn't make a difference
whether you’re a pothead, crack head or a dust head, whether you downed shots
or shot drugs. It isn't the drug alone that entraps and hooks the addict; it’s
the overwhelming stench of poverty and homicide that has crept into every
district in Hartford, CT.
The City of Hartford has an addictive personality; some
people will argue that drugs have the power to entrap and hook the addict. I
beg to differ; chemical dependency doesn't seem to be about a particular
substance or a personality type but about the relationship that forms on a physical,
mental and spiritual plane with those that become addicted.
Many will not agree with me, this is all right; they are
entitled to their opinions. However the lives of people living above and below
the poverty level are endanger by people who are addicted or preoccupied with
their drug of choice; they tend to stand on every corner in a neighborhood near
you or me. Never wanting to go anywhere they don’t have access to their drug of
choice.
When I take a walk through my neighborhood, I see people
that are hooked on drugs loitering in front of Bodegas and package stores. I
can safely assume through a visual and verbal assessment that one of the
biggest excuses I have heard used for drug addiction or relapse is some
variation of this: “if you had to deal with being unemployed, homeless, and no
social support system you’d get high too.”
Let’s face it- being on the verge of eviction, being
unemployed and having knock-down-drag out fights with someone you loved, or
just wanting to get high to escape the
pressure of poverty – are all serious and involve socioeconomic factors that
have been created by preexisting ethnic and economic disparities.
We can agree that everybody has problems, but not everybody
is unemployed and on the verge of eviction. We can also agree that everybody
has problems, but not everybody is an alcoholic or drug addict. It is also safe to say that people get high
for reasons other than “life’s problems”; some get high because “they like to
get high, have fun, to enjoy sex, or when they are bored, or just to fit in, or
maybe it was their birthday, or because it was Friday and they just wanted to
get high on any day at all.
It is a known fact that once a person is addicted to any
drug in a particular class, he or she has built up a tolerance for any drug in
that same class. So when I hear Politicians, community leaders or religious
leaders give sound bites of encouragement and empowerment; it makes me question
the message of the leader. How do you
empower a person living below the poverty level to not rely on the social system
for the basic necessities of life, how do you encourage a drug addict or
alcoholic to stay sober when there is a package store in a 2 block
radius in every neighborhood near you or
me.
Poverty is becoming a progressive disease in greater
Hartford; it has spread into neighborhoods, knocking on the doors of people
that refuse to believe that Hope and faith are nonexistent in a City that is
considered to be among one of the richest States in America. People have a hard time accepting being
impoverished in a City who slogan boasts “Hartford is where it’s at”. I wish a politician, community leader or
religious leader would tell me “where they did that @” How do you gather power
when you are in a downward slide with no resources or economic development on
the horizon.
Do you suggest they call the Mayor, The Governor or the
local City and State Representative? Do they go speak before the State
legislature only to be shut down with “who are they to complain?” They are the
citizens of Hartford that voted the elected official in office. They are the
congregants that come to church and tithe a widow’s offering; they are the
volunteers that work in conjunction with community leaders that door knock
registering and bartering for the vote of the impoverished resident of
Hartford. They are the inhabitants living within the City of Hartford struggling
to live above and below the poverty level in a district near you.
The stench of poverty
and homicide makes a toxic cocktail in any urban setting. Parents are no longer
chasing away the boogey man; they are chasing dreams that have been deferred
from the lack of economic development in a City who main source of funding is
based on federal grants for the poverty-stricken citizen. ! A parent worst
nightmare usually consisted of teenage pregnancy, dropping out of school or
incarceration. Now they are threatened with the nightmare of Homicide, Sandy
Hook was not the only neighborhood affected by gun violence in Connecticut.
No one goes to jail, drops out of school or gets pregnant to
rely on the social system. However; corrupt officials are elected into office
based on the misunderstanding that they would help the indigent residents
living within the City of Hartford. Former Governor Roland was a robber baron
that shut down public services, and put into operation a program designed to
wean indigent people off of social service; the primary mission of AFDC is to
help those people living below the poverty level however; Roland’s hand was
deep in the cookie jar. Former Mayor Eddie Perez and Former Council woman
Veronica Airey-Wilson refused to hear
the complaints of residents living in North Hartford tormented by slum lords
who failed to comply with State and Federal fair housing laws; however they
accepted bribes and renovations to their own homes. The list goes on and on of
when it comes to tainted politicians working in the best Interest of Hartford
residents.
Yes, there are many churches scattered throughout Hartford
collecting tithes and telling their members not to worry have faith; rely on
God and he will provide all your needs.
We can agree faith is believing without seeing. The pastor can preach
that worry and fear is stopping your blessings and “God won’t give you what you
want when you want it”. They will preach” either God is in charge or he isn’t”.
Yet, they still accept love offerings for their contribution to the
Church…Suggesting that the impoverished church member is welcome to the food
pantry, or questioning the amount of tithes that was paid. However FEAR is
real! Fear can be defined as “False
Evidence appearing real”. Are you better off today than you were yesterday?
Are you better this month compared to last month or last year?
Community leaders are the go between the politician and the community,
yet the leaders develop nonprofits/profit organizations to gather grants and
federal funding. They say we want to develop leaders in our community, we want
to empower the impoverished residents of Hartford, however; when you contact
them they say we don’t have any monies or resources to assist you. Contact 211
so that they can add you to their data bases of people in need. Politicians,
community, and religious leaders, who have a vision for the future, should not
be obsessed with money, power and respect. Any good leader will be recognized
as a builder, they see a problem that they want to fix- be it large or small.
There is no middle ground between “Broke or Better ™” There
are not enough benches to sleep on in Bushnell Park, there are not enough
shelters, or bridges to contain the thousands that are unemployed and denied
the opportunity to access resources that should be readily available to them.
My name is Martha Hood and I don’t aspire to be a
politician, community or religious leader. I just live in a neighborhood near
you, where the stench of poverty and homicide is overwhelming. I have witnessed
many of my friends bury their children secondary to the gun-violence that
plagues my community. My job as a citizen of Hartford is to educate and empower
my neighbor who is an average voter. Any man or woman can make a difference in
the life of the community.
I was asked recently …”Could Jesus Walk with you for one
day”
My answers were No when they should have been yes. Jesus
could not walk with me; we would have to take turns carrying each other.
Picture me and Jesus dodging bullets, ducking poverty, escaping homelessness,
only to be oppressed by politicians, community leaders and religious leaders
who claim to spread God’s love, yet, they refuse to stand in the trenches. So when I ask my neighbor to help me hold
them accountable I am asking that you use democracy when casting your vote to hold all elected officials, religious and
community leaders accountable to find real solutions to the problems facing our
community.
This is where I do that @ in the City of Hartford, I serve
the public, and my job is to inform, educate and empower all the residents
living within my community.